A quickie!

I've been trying to get here to give a quick update for a week!  This is not about cancer... well, not really.

I always think of good post topics when I'm laying in bed trying to go to sleep--then I can't remember them in much detail the next day.

I just started my third week at my new job.  3rd week!  Crazy how time goes by so fast (too fast).  Last week was very stressful/busy.  I'm working on budget stuff and it took two full days and I'm still not done. Numbers aren't my forte.

I've been feeling pretty good physically.  Some big "D" but I think it was mostly from stress.  I think I mentioned that my doc gave me some short-acting octreotide in case I need it. I haven't tried it yet.  The nurse told me how to give myself a shot but she didn't actually do it.  I'm a little hesitant but know its really not a big deal.

I go in tomorrow for my shot.  I'm working the "early" shift so I get off at 4.  I go in around 4:30 for my shots so this way I won't have to tell them (ever) that I have to go get a shot every 28 days!  I'm hoping to stay healthy enough to go a couple of years (at least) without telling my work anything.  Of course, I'm working for a Health Plan so it seems a little weird to have such a major disease and be working basically for an insurance company.  Right now, I've picked their alternate plan (BCBS) and not their own because I would have to change oncologists and the cancer clinic that I go too.  My current one is much, much closer.  If I'd known I would be getting off early, I could have switched and I still can since open enrollment is in May.  It is half the cost (to me) for their plan than the BCBS plan.

On a very sad note, a fellow blogger, Stage IV, Jessica Rice, passed away.  She was 33. She had lung cancer.  Just too, too young to die!

I'm Baaaaaaaaaack!

I deleted my blog last week or so because I was worried about prospective employers searching my name and finding my blog.  I'm mean seriously, who would hire a cancer patient knowingly?  Well, some might but not many.  If you are a cancer patient that was hired by a company that knew you had cancer, please let me know who your employer is (or was)!

I've put her back up since I have been offered a position with a very large company!  The pay is more than I was making (yeah) but I may have to switch up some doctors.  Insurance is one of the Cancer Patients more important benefits.  This new company has two options and one would make my cancer care center change along with oncologist and everything.  It would be inconvenient for me to travel to this other cancer center and not miss a lot of work time just to get my Sandostatin shot every 28 days.  Their other option, I believe, would allow me to keep the same oncologist and center.  I checked the insurance website and it brought up my oncologist but when I called the oncologists office, they weren't sure if they took it. I've got to be 100% sure because this option will cost me about double per month what the other coverage would.  My OBGYN doesn't participate in either plan :(.  Sad.

My first day is Monday for new hire orientation.  It's going to be a long day.  I've been off work for 6 weeks now.  Sleeping 10-11 hours a night has been great!  I'm not fatigued at all.  I wonder why?  I'm going to try to go to bed early and get up early to prepare myself for the change.

On another note, when I went in for my shot last week, the Patient Advocate called me into her office to tell me about a new patient co-pay plan that Novartis is offering us Sando users that have commercial insurance to help with their deductible and out-of-pocket expenses.  It requires you to sign-up and then you only pay $25 for the shot and no out-of-pocket expense!  My $3,000 out-of-pocket expense has all gone towards my shots!  Also, it will be retroactive back to January 1st!  I'm not sure exactly how much they are going to pay but anything will help!  If you are on Sandostatin and have commercial insurance (through an employer or are self-insured--no Medicaid or Medicare), talk to your Patient Advocate at your cancer center or hospital and get signed up for it!  We all pay different amounts for our Sando so I think this is a great program that Novartis is starting.

Mabel is still here!

Scan results are in... I am still stable-Mabel!   I was not impressed with the written report.  It was very short. Sometimes they are much more detailed and this one was definitely not.  It said tumors seemed to remain the same.  No new dominant lesions.  Everything else was "normal".  I do still have a "cyst" on my right ovary.  It is a little bit bigger.  The last scan report said it was in the "right adnexa" which is the area of the ovaries and fallopian tubes but it did not say it was on the ovary. This report says ovary.  So who knows?  Maybe it is different.  But a cyst is just a cyst.  I'm not concerned.

I see my oncologist on Tuesday.  I'm expecting a short and sweet visit and then my Sando shot.  I have been having a lot of diarrhea the past week or so.  I don't know if it is stress related or my Sandostatin wearing off.  I've not had a problem with that happening before but I know it does loose effectiveness over time.

I've had several interviews.  That is major stress.  I have another one tomorrow and then one on Tuesday morning.  Keep your fingers crossed.  The one on Tuesday is a second interview and probably the one I'd really like to get.

Take care!